Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Is it possible for emotion to move in reverse? Me, the most emotional dramatic woman in existence, is having a hard time feeling? It seems like a trick, like God taking away my vision for a day. Emotion is how I see the world. My dear friend has described herself emotionally as a box of 6 crayons, 6 emotions to draw on. This year the Lord has increased her box to 12, moving toward 24 crayons. Is God putting my crayons on hiatus? Me: learning the opposite, how to see the world through a more logical lens? Though I don’t feel logical in the least. Whatever God may be up to, I’ve enjoyed not crying over the slightest feeling: being new, lonely, someone’s hurt, even a skinned knee.